Stiff from the years, I felt bitter, proud, a bit broken down
Now it's much clearer, I'd reached the maximum that made me numb but
Forgive my tears, I was feelin' low with no control
Loaded & fevered, don't mind my take out glass, promise I'll bring it back
As long as i don't crash...
After a while, I woke up, oh ashamed (of) how I was
Sunk in denial, limp floating dead-weight, stuck in your substrate.
Now I see they've expired - those human traits I so admired.
In place: some coward - dumb bloated face sequined in waste...
I faked, lied & feigned, cleverly coated
Enough not to show it,
The exhaustion won't wash off,
And my patience (has) since eroded.
You drank my good gin,
I stayed out late wasted,
My head kept poundin',
So I slept in again.
I slept in again,
But now I'm smiling
Now I'm smiling
Now I'm smiling….
I faked, lied & feigned, cleverly coated
enough not to show it
The exhaustion don't wash off,
But my patience since eroded
Patience since eroded
Patience since eroded
Patience since eroded…..
I slept in this morning again
This time I wake next to a friend
Master Boot Record's latest collection of industrial techno tracks flirts with chiptune and black metal, and offers some secret surprises. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 11, 2020